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Thursday, July 11, 2013

Headed home.

I will be driving home in 15 days 16 hours & 22 minutes. Yeah.. I'm pretty excited. So excited that I have a countdown on my phone that keeps track down to the second of when I am hopping in my car to head towards the Pacific coast. California was my first home. Where I was born, got to know my cousins, made my first friends. It will always be home. Idaho is my second home. I love Idaho. But... I have always dreamed about returning to California. 

If you have read any of my other posts then you have probably noticed a trend. I often talk about wanting to make an impact, wanting to follow my dreams, loving the ocean. Well.. all of these things can be done from Idaho EXCEPT being near the ocean. The beach is my happiest place-- we all deserve one of those (a happy place I mean).


However, for the next year (while I am finishing school and definitely residing in Idaho) I am determined to start a ripple effect in regard to getting young people involved in the state's politics and encouraging women to stand up and make an impact. Throughout this process I will also be doing everything that I can to find a way to move back to sunny Southern California sometime after I graduate as well though. Whether that be trying something new, finding a job that I just can't pass up, or anything else... I am opening myself up to believing that I can find a way to get/do what I want. 

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Our thoughts become things.

To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment no matter who you are.


Dreaming is important.
I dream a lot. 


I dream about adventures, obstacles, goals... and ideas. Sometimes when I wake up the morning I am so excited & antsy because my dreams that night were wonderful (I really wanted to type the word 'magical' instead of 'wonderful' right there, but I didn't want my inner Harry Potter nerd to distract from the brevity of my post). Lately my dreams have been about a life in the future where I am in sunny California and I am famous. However, never once have I figured out where that fame came from. In these dreams am I working in music, an inspiring author, a motivational speaker? I have no idea. But I do know that after spending so many years hiding from people & letting my fear of judgement & opinions strike down my personality-- I like the dreams about fame. Being shy just wasn't who I was supposed to be. 


So I have a new goal. I want to be noticed. But not for something dumb... we all know what kinds of things I am referring to here. I want to be worthy of the fame that I experience in all of my recent dreams. I want to impact lives. I will impact lives.